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clear

I should not feel afraid
I should not feel sad
I should not feel there is something wrong
I should not thinking more than I should

everything has became clear and clearer now.
Thank you Allah

Kalut-kalut apa kes.
masa untuk aku akan tiba.
rezeki aku ada disana.

jangan kalut.
jangan risau.
just do what you should do
= be a better person from day to day.
= do the most important things first.

Insya Allah.
As everything is already written.

Chenta Internet

Hohoho~ tu dia~ tajuk yang agak kontroversi.

Cinta Internet = Cinta Chat, Cinta Friendster, Cinta Facebook, (dah ada ke cinta twitter?) etc etc etc.

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rantings...mengaruts...

1- aku agak tensen kalau masuk blog orang yang ada autoplay lagu. lagi tensen kalau xjumpa player lagu tu. yelah, kacau mood r kalau aku baca entry sedih ngan lagu happy (atau sebalik nye). tapi, from blog2 orang yang rajin pasang lagu camni la, aku jumpa banyak lagu sedap2.

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Sailormoon

Ada orang mungkin akan pandang aku agak pelik
dah ada 1 set dalam bahasa melayu, kenapa mesti aku beli lagi 1 set dalam bahasa jepun.
ada juga orang kata aku otaku.
tak matured.
budak-budak.
dan macam macam.
tapi, bagi aku, sailormoon bukan hanya 1 benda yang aku suka, atau benda yang aku gila dari dulu.
sailormoon = memories.

freshly arrived 18 volumes of original 1st edition sailormoon mangas.

I start to get to know about manga when I went to my cousin`s house in Port Klang and she introduced me to a few volumes of sailormoon

I read them and fell in love with it instantly.

Then, I came back to KB. forgotten about sailormoon for a while. until I saw volume 9 at a newspaper stall in my place.
I asked my mum, and she bought it for me.
I was 11.
and that was my FIRST manga.


volume 9.

I read volume 9 til I could remember all the dialogue and the effect etc. I read it before sleep and after and I even brought it to school


volume 13

volume 13 was the first manga I bought with my own money. Usually, I would ask Abah to bought it for me, but, when volume 13 was out, Abah and Ibu were away to perform Hajj. I used my pocket money and asked the newspaper man to deliver it to me.
I was 12.
and it really hard when Ibu and Abah were away for almost 2 months.
Lifeless.
and freaking lonely.


volume 15

this volume held the BEST memory of my Abah.
usually, I have to beg and pujuk and mintak and bising to Abah until Abah bought me the manga.
but for one night, when everyone was sleeping and I was the only up doing my schoolworks, Abah came back from mesyuarat.
I opened the front door for Abah and proceeded doing my works when I noticed Abah had bought me sailormoon.
(Abah try sorok tak mahu bagi aku sedar, but failed to do so)
without asking begging bising-ing etc.
Abah remember to bought it for me!
happy sampai mahu nangis that time.
I was 12.


volume 18

the final volume!
I bought it after I got into MMP.
beli kat gerai pakcik kat tepi BSN.
first and the last volume I bought when I am in MMP.

banyak seh memory dengan sailormoon ni.
I remember bawak all the volumes I had (4 volumes I think) to Langkawi. sumbat masuk dalam bagpack. gilak r tak mau berpisah jugak dengan sailormoon tu.
I even bawak them to kem kayak, kem pengakap(do you still remember this one AFirMo?), kem motivasi and etc.
I mintak my Ibu belikan 1 tshirt sailormoon that I faithfully wear it till Ibu ugut wants to bakar the T. Sorry Ibu, Ina didnt YET throw the T away. I love it too much.
I get to know my kembar(Lini) when i read one of the sailormoon in class. `brani nyo awok bowok komik lagu ni jah.sayo balut kalu nik bowok mari skoloh`

I even collected sailormoon`s stickers and everything that have their image. erasers, keychains, patung kecik2, cards....
and pernah jugak mengamuk sebab adik aku curik amik my stickers and main with them
(kak yah, kak Ina ingat lagi tau!)
I still remember what Ibu told me when she wanted to tell me that Yah had gotten her hands on my stuff.
`Ina, Ibu nok oyak menda ni,Ina jange sedih eh`
`gapo Ibu, Diana mati kow?`
(Diana was my pet cat. NAMED after a cat in sailormoon)
`Kow ado ore main bare sailormoon ina Ibu...?`

I had a pen holder with sailormoon`s pic. which I use it for almost 7 years and it still faithfully sat on my study table in my room in Malaysia.

Do you know, everyone in my class during primary school knows that I love sailormoon and even called me sailormoon when I tied my hair into 2 ponytails?
bila you ikat ponytails and then pakai tudung, nampak la macam kepala usagi.
sampai sekarang pun, last time bila balik jumpa my former english teacher, she did asked me
`guano loni,minat sailormoon lagi kow?`
-_-;
(sekarang bila fikir balik, baru terasa diri ini seorang freak yang teramat. patut la xd org nak.freak.haha....)

etc.

banyak seh memory ngan sailormoon ni.

*edit; BTW, I didnt said that I did believed that there is sailormoon in this world and I am going to be one of the sailor senshi when I am in my secondary school.
sailor earth wtf.
and I stopped to believe it when I was in form 5!
FORM FIVE!
freaky..........!

slurrrrp........

apasal kat jepun tak ada slurpee?
7-E ada, tapi slurpee (macam)tak ada.
camano tu?

slurpee and I.
cheewah bajet a la karangan `saya dan kotak pensel saya` kot~

aku suka slurpee.
bukan tahap suka-owh-no-I-cant-live-without-it.
tapi suka as in S-U-K-A la.
sebab slurpee ngan minuman berkarbonated yang biasa dijumpai di kedai-kedai tu LAIN dengan slurpee.
bayangkan lah saat ko panas-panas(malaysia panas duh! esp KB.terkejut giler time aku balik ritu)
ko pegi 7-E
pusing-pusing tombol slurpee dan bayar.
masuk keter dan minum....
PERGHHHHH mashyuk!
macam eskem tapi bukan eskem.
macam air tapi bukan air.
macam esblended tapi berkarbonated.
I secretly hate esblended that usually sold in pasar malam.sebab usually, it is too pahit or too bland. seriously cant compared to starbuck`s or kalau kat niihama ni, Seattle`s. tapi these are not carbonated esblanded and I have a thing with carbonated drinks which I affectionatedly called them as `my drugs`

nota kaki;
a few of slurpee cool facts

	To get that uniquely Slurpee consistency, each Slurpee machine has a compact refrigeration system that mixed syrup, carbon dioxide and water under pressure in a freezing chamber.
	All Slurpee drinks are carbonated and served at -3°C. (Or 28°F)
	Everyday more than 11.6 million Slurpee drinks are being consumed around the world!
	The amount of Slurpee drinks sold each year is enough to fill up 12 Olympic-size swimming pools.
	The scientific name for Brain Freeze is Sphenopalatine Ganglioneuralgia.

facts taken from slurpee101

spheno-pa-la-tine gang-lio-neu-ral-gia terbelitlidahhueh.

btw, for me, slurpee holds a piece of my many many memories as a child.
dulu, when I was a child, 7-E only can be found in lembah Klang.
so memang aku yang lahir, membesar kat KB tak ada chance la nak rasa slurpee.
but yet, I did.
sebab my mum came from Port Klang so we went back to nenek`s place at least once a year.
kadang-kadang bila balik sana, especially masa dalam kereta, abah akan belikan kitaorang slurpee untuk kitaorang share ramai-ramai.
(masa tu macam mahal la slurpee nak bagi sorang satu)
aku still ingat lagi(I-have-semi-photographic-memory,lalala~), abah selalu belikan kitaorg slurpee kat Klang. dekat ngan juction nak pegi Meru tu, ada 1 7-E. so before start journey balik KB, abah will stop there and bought a few glasses of it.
serious happy,serious shiawase.
after a few years(I was in my secondary school), 7-E start berkembang to other state,but tak masuk KB lagi.
during this time, abah biasanya berenti kat 7-E kat Raub. yang dekat masjid raub.
biasanya for some ice,tapi of course kena ada slurpee tuk anak-anak die yang tersayang.
I never bought slurpee by my own until 7-E gets into KB. so, slurpee ni macam a special treat from my dad to us which we looked forward for it.
(I got this idea of writting this masa kat mesia lagi,lps beli slurpee.ha ha ha)
skang dah besar, duduk overseas lagi, nak minum menda lagi mahal dari slurpee pun mampu,tapi yappari, slurpee yang abah belikan tu jugak yang paling sedap. tak boleh lawan.
(I wonder if any of my siblings remembers this)

here I am reminiscing the good old stories in my final exam`s morning( crap, I still need to study!) because I saw an advertorial in my blog about a contest from slurpee called slurpee-licious moment
I wish I could enter the contest with a pic of me and my dad happily slurping our slurpee.
(we never bought big gulp btw)
so,guys~ join lah contest ni.
senang aja, amik gambar, post it up, and sebar sebarkan supaya your kawans dapat vote your pic.
kalau menang dapat rm6000 okeh?
duit raya babe! duit raya~!
so hop over to the website and start entering now now now NOW!

初恋①

私の初恋は幼稚園のときだった。
家から近くて、友人が多くて、普通の幼稚園から転校した。
最初は寂しかった。
だって、誰も私に友達になれなかった。
変なかばんを持ってる子だって。
でもそのとき、たった一人だけの友人ができた。
同じ年で、
お母ちゃんの同じところで働いてるおばさんの息子だった。
あの人は私の初恋だった。
今でも
はっきり言えないけど
あの人のことは
まだ
好きだよ。