79

I used to like going to airport.
Going there means either; I am going back to Malaysia, or, I am going back to Japan which either is something I used to look forward to.

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77

My latest pic.
Aku tengah blogging kat lab PC with sensei kat blakang ahahaha.
I am the one one the right ye. Jangan salah orang.

This is one of my latest pic with me wearing the inner yang ada awning and shawl yang kaler2 meriah2 camni.

I am still fat with 6*kg. Now at my heaviest. Trying to find ways to lose the stubborn fats and slim away. But still no luck.

By today, I have been living in Tokushima for 6 months and 3 weeks.

I am now 24 years, 4 months, and 2 days young. =p

I am still messy, heavy, blur, and well, ME.

I was back to Malaysia for 2 weeks and had the busiest 2 weeks. Well in term of holiday in Malaysia where it used to fill with relaxing and eating and going out with friends, the 2 weeks I had, was the busiest.

I had started my new semester, and received my results. All I can say is ALHAMDULILLAH. It was more than I expected with only 4 credits dropped and a more As than I expected. I dont know whether I should pat my back or not. Haha

It is Autumn in Japan and sometimes it is cold and sometimes it isnt. The smell of Kinmokusei was sooo nice and it is everywhere!

I bought the most expensive purchase in my life after my trustful MissPinkie(DELL 1420) and MAS tickets to back home last time (cost me whooping 110000Yen++). `The thing` isnt new,but she/he performs very well. I am now trying to make she/he to look more MINE. Pink, Hello Kitty and cute stuffs thrown here and there... but I have no money to do so. Takpe buat sikit2


Owh, dah lambat but I still wanna wish all my friends and reader, SELAMAT HARI RAYA, MAAF ZAHIR BATIN.

Salam Aidilfitri dari saya, Nurul Amalina Aisyah Muhamad Azmi a.k.a ciEri

76

(aku bukan tertinggal 1 entry atau salah taip,memang entry ni num 76.entry num 75 dah disimpan dalam draft atas beberapa sebab2 tertentu.sekian)

I dreamed of someone last night. Someone who used to be a very good friend to me. But sadly said, not anymore. Not even a good friend and I am in doubt if we are still FRIENDS with each other.

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74

A part of you has grown in me

And so you see, it`s you and me

Together forever and never apart

Maybe in distance, but never in heart

anonymous

Happy Another Satu Haribulan MrBeau

I Love You

Yesterday, Today and Insya Allah Tomorrow.

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2 weeks ago, i`d turned 24 years young.
(and I refused to blog anything about it because 24 seems like old.old as in O-L-D,like you are supposed to have a proper life, proper job and matured enough when I have nothing!)

The birthday was a low keyed one compared to last year`s.

But as memorable as it has to be.

I did nothing on my birthday. Had no cake, candles or someone singing me Happy Birthday.
(but had my cake a few days later,so okay la! my first cake since studying in japan summore! And I did get someone to played me a happy birthday song by a violin. Lagi special kan?)

I even had a row with him on my birthday night.

(But I had a great day before my birthday)

This year, I celebrated my birthday with someone special by my side, with friends and filled with laughters.
And pressies (mostly from my family and him)
And loads of FB msges.
And few on my hp.
And no one called.
Never mind.

I am 24 years young now. A young woman. Although I still dont know what I want to do later in my life, I have new aim to be achieved. Something big,hard and full with commitment. Something that will change my life forever. but we never know what life has for us in the future,so I just can pray for the best. For Him knew the best for me.

Except the fact that I am fatter and chubbier and rounder, I love who I am now.
(Okay Okay,I still need to improve a lot,but we will be there sometime okay?)
I still have my childishness, and my silliness too. My clumsiness hasnt 100% goes away yet, my tongue had gotten sharper and I am building my own Shoppe with my own. With help from great friends and family of course.

When I was a kid, I never imagined that I would be when I am 24 and I am still cant imagine what I am going to be when I am older. Even who I am going to be when I am 25 or 30. I will be someone, and I am hoping that someone I am going to be, is a great person and has a great personality. And yet, she knows her roots.

As for my birthday, I had gotten myself something to care, to love and to share. She is my bundle of joy and love. I love her to bits to the extend that sometimes,I feel like biting her into half.

Please meet Miko (MikoChin), my cheeky daughter.

***

Thanks Ibu and Abah for being the best and the greatest Parents for me, for believing in me, for letting me to pursue what I dream, for praying for me, for doakan me everytime

Thanks adik2 for letting me be..erm..me;kakak yang agak gilo~

Thanks member2 fer being my friends in need, teman shopping perabis duit,teman makan and.....(sila isi sendiri wee~)

Thanks Allah for letting me alive, healthy, kicking, eating for another day, week, month and year.

Thank you Allah for your endless nikmat and rahmat although I dont deserve them all.

Thanks badan sendiri for staying healthy and `behave`

Thank you for my supporters.Especially who help me with my Shoppe.

Who believed in my crazy project.

Thanks to everyone

And I love you all.

With all my heart.

***

Thanks Lysa, Thanks Budak2 Ooishi~

***

and,

(Tutup muka kaver malu buat kenyataan terbuka macam ni. *blush blush blush*)

Thanks Dear for accepting me who is full with inner and outer flaws.

62

Dah sebelas haribulan enam tahun duaribu sepuluh!!!!!

Oh no oh no oh no oh no OH NO!!!!!!!!!!!

*peluh nervous*

What to do what to say what to wear what to talk how to behave?????

And I have like 20 hours to prepare myself.

Great.

ONLY 20 HOURS LEFT!

*tick tock tick tock*

What if what if what if WHAT IF?

He doesnt like me?

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

*peluh nervous lagi*

Cuak dowh. Serious.

Cuak. Takut. Nervous. Excited. Tak Sabar.

(Nak jumpa dia depan mata)

Macam macam campur aduk gaul gaul jadi macam ABC.

Have a safe flight Dear.

dah la Ecah.

G buat keje ko yang melambak lambak macam everest tu.

kang ada orang tak tido malam ni.

(since bile aku start bahasakan diri aku `Ecah` instead of Amalina/cIeri?)

hmmmmmmmmmmmmm

61

!Haippp! 

Sapa yang rasa entry ni terlalu jiwang dan sebelum anda muntah di atas papan kekunci anda, saya menasihati anda supaya klik pada butang X di sebelah kanan browser anda (bagi pengguna Windows) dan butang bulat merah bagi pengguna Mac. Sekian. Kerjasama anda sangatlah saya hargai.

READ AT YOUR OWN RISKS!

***

To second third handsome guy in the world who is now sleeping peacefully in black Tee...
(Sorry la yek as you wont get the most handsome guy yet. So far My Abah and my Ayoh -fraternal grandfather - are still the most and the second handsome guys in the world respectively. Huhu)

(OK, you look very handsome la today. Time tengah tido pun handsome with your rambut terpacak pacak macam ada letak wax)


Dearest You
Selamat Satu Haribulan.



Like what you had said to me a few days ago `Kita baru # bulan. Insya Allah kita ada banyak bulan lagi`

Insya Allah.
And may we have a lot more months together.
Our journey has just begin.
With a lot more to come.

Thank you for supporting me.

And keep being one of my backbones, will you?

Thank you for making me happy so far.

And can you keep making me feel like I am the most beautiful and lucky girl in this world?

Thank you for cherishing me.

And keep on cherishing me, will you?

Thank you for loving me.

And keep loving me, please?

(As I,love you too)

58

Are distance finally catching up with us?
For I am not suitable to be a dreamer.

54

Aku terbaca entry lama Hidd yang ni Cerita dongeng 1
terfikir
dan terfikir...
hurm.....
Bukan nak pressure hanya terfikir....
haha.

tipu r kalau aku cakap aku takmo kawen.
nak *angguk kepala*
tapi kadang kadang rasa takut *gigit bibir*

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31

membebel kejap~
taknak baca pun xpe. worthless unless your name is Ao.

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24

How should I kemas all this stuff???? Barang banyak sugiruuuuuu!!!!! @.@

*died*

23

（Written during my last 30minutes as a student if Niihama Kosen. )

今日がこんなに早く来るなんて、思ってなかった。
3年間早かった!
それだけじゃなくて、あっという間に、5年生の生活も終わってしまった。
あっという間に、卒研や発表など終わった。
夢見たい。
この3年間には泣いたり、笑ったり、怒ったり、楽しんだりした。
失敗こともあって、いいことももちろんあった。
今日どうやって過ごしたらいいかな、ずっと考えてたが結局、何も特別なことをしてなかった。
普通な授業の感じでいてた。
これから、皆サンと別れだ。
1年後、5年後、10年後、私のことを覚えてくれるかな?
この変な留学生。
また、皆サンと会えるかな?

まだ色々なこと言いたいよ。

みなちゃんともっと仲良くなりたかったよ。
山田氏、いつもお世話になりました。特に３年生と４年生の実験のとき。
幸恵ヘン、大好き!!!!!!
原おじさんともっともっと話したい。
まいちゃん家へまた行きたいわ。
ミッチともっともっと話したい。
安本君、最近あまり話してくれないね。席遠いし。いろいろありがとう。いつも教えてくれて、ありがとう。
リリー、もう。。。。何で今日来なかったの?会いたかった
サチコ、また色々なこと話しましょう。どこか遊びに行こうよ。お母さんのおはぎ美味しかった。
コユキちゃん大好き!!!!私時々コユキちゃんに怒ってることもあったでしょう?ごめんな。
大地君のこと怖かったよ。５年生の体育の授業からずっと。
森井君、私はミステリアスじゃないよ。
etcetcetc.
tulis bebanyak kang, nangis plak. 私、涙もろいなあああ最近。まあ。。。元々泣き虫だもん~
hahaha. sengal.

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Dulu, ada orang pernah cakap pada aku
` Kau ubah pemikiran aku, ubah diri aku. Aku jadi orang yang lebih baik lepas aku kenal kau`
(something like that)
Tapi aku tak percaya pada kata-kata dia.
Sebab, aku tak rasa aku boleh ubah diri orang. 
Aku hanya seorang gadis biasa yang ada dimana-mana saja.
Nothing particularly special about me.
Plus, aku tak rasa diri aku berubah bila aku kawan dengan dia.
無い、全然変わってなかったと気がする、だから信じてない

But now I do believe in that.
There is a person out there who have a power to change you into a better person, that nobody else can.
For you to be a better person than before.

Kau,
It is not only you who changed in the last few months.
I did too.
Like you, I am liking the way I am now.
私はね、自分の感情を表現するのは苦手なんだけど、
今、たぶん、あなたには、「ありがとう。」しか言えないよ。

And,
I really thank Allah for giving me a chance to know someone like you.
For giving me a friend like you.
For making you to cross my life path.
Even if this isnt forever.
(sorry kalau aku pikir negatif.)
Dear Allah,
although I do not deserve this at all,
I want this to stay for a little longer.
Just a little bit longer.
Maybe I might seem to be greedy,
I want this to be mine.
Forever.
If I may.

アオチャン、ありがとう！これからもよろしくね！


なんかちょっと言いたいことは完璧に言えない。我慢してね。Had I lost my aibility to speak myself out?

Fifteen

Apa yang kita boleh buat dengan \290,000?
\290,000= ±MYR11,000 kalau ikut kadar tukaran semasa.
MYR11K.
Banyak gile!

 

Teddy bear paling kaya

 Dengan MYR11,000/\290,000 ni aku patut boleh (salah 1);

1) beli tiket RETURNS to Malaysia tuk at least 3 kali.

2) Bayar bil hp aku tuk 11 bulan.

3) Bayar hostel tuk almost 4 tahun.

4) Makan 2900 piring Sushi ka FuneSushi.

5) Beli Manga dalam 1000 bijik.

6) Beli keter Idaman (second hand r...but still!)

7) Beli PSP/NDS 14 bijik

8) Beli iPhone dalam 6 bijik.

9) Beli laptop 2 bijik (laptop mahal la...mac ke, vaio ke bukan acer)

10) Support hidup aku kat negara orang ni tuk setengah tahun (?) no no no...MORE than setengah tahun! (tolak bil-bil, duit makan,pakai)

11) Enough tuk aku g jalan-jalan kat overseas

12) etc

Actually, duit yang nampak banyak ni xbanyak.
just cukup tuk bayar YURAN masuk uni aku saja.
tak masuk yuran 1st sem lagi tau.
Pendaftaran aja....
terbang melayang bye bye MYR11K.

 

-bukan kali pertama pegang duit sebanyak ni-

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I want to update Cytoplasm-me soooo much
but I dont know what should I write.
I want to write how happy I am now,
for there were a lot of things happened.
But,
I seem cant bring myself to write anything about it.
I want to share with everyone
but deep down in my heart,
I am afraid that it will shatter into thousand pieces if I ever tell a soul.
yep, ada orang tahu,
a few.
sorang, dua
Maybe I am thinking too much that He will take this away from me if I ever tell others
but
I really want to keep this close to my heart.
Just for me
and for nobody else`s.
Just for once,
I want to be greedy.
For I want to treasure this for a little bit more.
Just a little bit longer.
♡♥


I know
I dont deserve this at all.
and this is a risk I am taking.

Sebelas

To be frank....
Aku kerinduan!

Maahad Muhammadi Lilbanat Jalan Merbau Kota Bharu.

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Four

Totally ranting as usual.

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Two

"everybody is everybody's puzzle pieces"

by Awi

5th January 2010

P/S : I am still searching for my pieces.

One

(From now on,  I will try to use NUMBERS as my blog title. Boring~)

First post in the new decade and this post is my 205th post.
WOW!

Well, I am not really a new-year-resolution(s)-maker-person, despite the normal I-want-to-lose-weight-I-want-to-look-fab-or-I-want-to-save-money-bla-bla-bla resolutions, I have something that i want to achieve in 2010 and beyond.

I just want to

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Recap 2009

What a long year 2009 had been.

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