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Look, I guarantee there'll be tough times. I guarantee that at some point, one or both of us is gonna want to get out of this thing. But I also guarantee that if I don't ask you to be mine, I'll regret it for the rest of my life, because I know, in my heart, you're the only one for me. 

(quoted from Ike Graham, Runaway Bride 1999)

I ♥ you MrBeau

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A part of you has grown in me

And so you see, it`s you and me

Together forever and never apart

Maybe in distance, but never in heart

anonymous

Happy Another Satu Haribulan MrBeau

I Love You

Yesterday, Today and Insya Allah Tomorrow.

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2 weeks ago, i`d turned 24 years young.
(and I refused to blog anything about it because 24 seems like old.old as in O-L-D,like you are supposed to have a proper life, proper job and matured enough when I have nothing!)

The birthday was a low keyed one compared to last year`s.

But as memorable as it has to be.

I did nothing on my birthday. Had no cake, candles or someone singing me Happy Birthday.
(but had my cake a few days later,so okay la! my first cake since studying in japan summore! And I did get someone to played me a happy birthday song by a violin. Lagi special kan?)

I even had a row with him on my birthday night.

(But I had a great day before my birthday)

This year, I celebrated my birthday with someone special by my side, with friends and filled with laughters.
And pressies (mostly from my family and him)
And loads of FB msges.
And few on my hp.
And no one called.
Never mind.

I am 24 years young now. A young woman. Although I still dont know what I want to do later in my life, I have new aim to be achieved. Something big,hard and full with commitment. Something that will change my life forever. but we never know what life has for us in the future,so I just can pray for the best. For Him knew the best for me.

Except the fact that I am fatter and chubbier and rounder, I love who I am now.
(Okay Okay,I still need to improve a lot,but we will be there sometime okay?)
I still have my childishness, and my silliness too. My clumsiness hasnt 100% goes away yet, my tongue had gotten sharper and I am building my own Shoppe with my own. With help from great friends and family of course.

When I was a kid, I never imagined that I would be when I am 24 and I am still cant imagine what I am going to be when I am older. Even who I am going to be when I am 25 or 30. I will be someone, and I am hoping that someone I am going to be, is a great person and has a great personality. And yet, she knows her roots.

As for my birthday, I had gotten myself something to care, to love and to share. She is my bundle of joy and love. I love her to bits to the extend that sometimes,I feel like biting her into half.

Please meet Miko (MikoChin), my cheeky daughter.

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Thanks Ibu and Abah for being the best and the greatest Parents for me, for believing in me, for letting me to pursue what I dream, for praying for me, for doakan me everytime

Thanks adik2 for letting me be..erm..me;kakak yang agak gilo~

Thanks member2 fer being my friends in need, teman shopping perabis duit,teman makan and.....(sila isi sendiri wee~)

Thanks Allah for letting me alive, healthy, kicking, eating for another day, week, month and year.

Thank you Allah for your endless nikmat and rahmat although I dont deserve them all.

Thanks badan sendiri for staying healthy and `behave`

Thank you for my supporters.Especially who help me with my Shoppe.

Who believed in my crazy project.

Thanks to everyone

And I love you all.

With all my heart.

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Thanks Lysa, Thanks Budak2 Ooishi~

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and,

(Tutup muka kaver malu buat kenyataan terbuka macam ni. *blush blush blush*)

Thanks Dear for accepting me who is full with inner and outer flaws.

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!Haippp! 

Sapa yang rasa entry ni terlalu jiwang dan sebelum anda muntah di atas papan kekunci anda, saya menasihati anda supaya klik pada butang X di sebelah kanan browser anda (bagi pengguna Windows) dan butang bulat merah bagi pengguna Mac. Sekian. Kerjasama anda sangatlah saya hargai.

READ AT YOUR OWN RISKS!

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To second third handsome guy in the world who is now sleeping peacefully in black Tee...
(Sorry la yek as you wont get the most handsome guy yet. So far My Abah and my Ayoh -fraternal grandfather - are still the most and the second handsome guys in the world respectively. Huhu)

(OK, you look very handsome la today. Time tengah tido pun handsome with your rambut terpacak pacak macam ada letak wax)


Dearest You
Selamat Satu Haribulan.



Like what you had said to me a few days ago `Kita baru # bulan. Insya Allah kita ada banyak bulan lagi`

Insya Allah.
And may we have a lot more months together.
Our journey has just begin.
With a lot more to come.

Thank you for supporting me.

And keep being one of my backbones, will you?

Thank you for making me happy so far.

And can you keep making me feel like I am the most beautiful and lucky girl in this world?

Thank you for cherishing me.

And keep on cherishing me, will you?

Thank you for loving me.

And keep loving me, please?

(As I,love you too)

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Are distance finally catching up with us?
For I am not suitable to be a dreamer.

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Post ni jiwang so kalau tak mao baca sila kelik pada butang X di hujung kanan browser anda

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Read this on StarOnline Today

Newborn girl abandoned at rubbish dump

IPOH: A newly born baby girl was found abandoned at the rubbish dump of a shopping mall here.
Passers-by who found the baby wrapped in a piece of cloth took her to the Raja Permaisuri Bainun Hospital here Saturday.
The hospital's deputy director, Dr Raimi Goon said Sunday that the baby, who was brought in at around 6pm, was healthy and did not suffer any injury despite being abandoned at the dump.
Ipoh police chief, ACP Azisman Alias said police received a report on the matter and urged anyone with information of the case to contact the nearest police station. - Bernama

More babies are abandon everywhere in Malaysia.
Takdak hotak ka?
Buat reti, protection tak mo (mahal kan nak beli kondom,plus malu r nak g 7E beli menda tu aja), pastu bila dah terjadi, Buang meratarata. Hoi! Kalau dah sangap sangat nak buat sangat, chanto pakai la kondom tu. Member aku yang jadi Nurse ada cakap, kondom ada available kat klinik klinik. Free je pun.
Aku tak menggalakkan free sex atau sex before marriage etc etc. Hanya geram ngan orang yang tak reti nak pakai otak. Sekolah tinggi tinggi, tak boleh pikir ke consequence dari apa yang ko buat tu. Hukeleh, takkan la tak tau kalau bersetubuh akan leads to pregnancy. Dok era mana kalau tak tau tu.
Or sebab sayangkan kekasih hati sangat2 sampai I will give you all that I have, my heart my body owh sayang I love you muax muax muax selamat berlayar di dalam napsu. 9bulan lepas tu, uwek uwek menangis baby dalam tandas dalam longkang tunggu masa nak kena baham dek anjing
Learn not to trust people too much biarpun orang tu cakap I love you abang sayang you aku chenta sama mu. Set limit bila berchenta. Berchenta aja pun. Bukan semestinya ko kawen ngan dia.
(mengingatkan diri sendiri gak ni)

Aku kesian kat baby2 tu.
Dorang tak berdosa. Suci. Pure. Seputih kain putih. Yang berdosa nya orang yang buang baby2 tu. Yang buat hanya tuk keseronokkan sementara.
Aku nak baby2 tu kalau ada orang nak bagi.
Biar aku jaga. Aku nak.
Dorang tu masa depan kita, masa depan Malaysia. Kita boleh prevent dorang dari hancur kalau kita tak leh prevent generasi kita hancur.
Girls out there, jaga diri. Tetapkan pendirian anda. Jangan mudah terpengaruh dengan katakata manis seorang lelaki. Selagi dia tak jabat tangan tok kadi, selagi tu la jangan percaya dia all out. Beres?
Guys, behave yourselves too. Before ko buat paper, cuba pikir what if orang lain buat menda yang sama to your kakak,to your adik and to your anak.
We seriously in need of sex ed.

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below this point sume randomness. malas nak buat entry banyak2 sumbat masuk 1 aja

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membebel kejap~
taknak baca pun xpe. worthless unless your name is Ao.

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Sembilan Belas

"You may not be her first, her last, or her only.
She loved before she may love again.
But if she loves you now, what else matters?
She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together
But if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can.
She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart.
So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give.
Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there."

Pinjam dari Encik Trankuilti Tronoh

I am not perfect,
Full with flaws and mistakes.
I am neither a beauty queen nor a superwomen.
Nor a psychic.
I cry and I whine here and there.
Dont expect me to be an angel all the time as I can be a devil too.
I am not perfect and I am not looking for a perfect man.
I am looking for a perfect man for me.
The one who completes me
Who makes me laugh when I am down
Who cheer me up
Who always there to listen, to lend me his shoulder to cry, and support me.
He who actually cares about me
Who can accept me
And loves me the way I am.
and of course, someone who is willing to share his life's up and down,
his happiness and sadness,
and the rest of his life with me.


haih..ape kena la ngan aku nih? layan je la~ nanti aku fill ngan entry lain

Sebelas

To be frank....
Aku kerinduan!

Maahad Muhammadi Lilbanat Jalan Merbau Kota Bharu.

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Sepuluh

This is My Love.

One from my many many graphs for my Final Year Project.

I really heart my project.

(and I am not trying to be sarcastic here)

Each line equals to 1~3 times of experiments.

(ada data xleh pakai tu yang graf kontot2 tu)

A little bit more and I will going to say byebye to the routine.

The routine consist of making solutions, swearing off when the alcohol spill, or when we use etanol instead of acetone.

or when the temperature keep changing or the time when the graph didnt turn the way we wanted or waiting for the solution to settle.

etc.

Chenta Internet

Hohoho~ tu dia~ tajuk yang agak kontroversi.

Cinta Internet = Cinta Chat, Cinta Friendster, Cinta Facebook, (dah ada ke cinta twitter?) etc etc etc.

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