Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.

Soda! SODA! Carbonated drinks! 炭酸飲物!

I love drinking sodas and I know that it isnt good for one`s health.
But.....
but........
BUT................

I still want to have them.......

To be truth, I am trying to reduce the amount I have each week. It is very hard actually esp in this hot weather.
And I do realize that I am drinking too much soda than I used to. Esp when I was a lil kid. So that is why I am trying my hard to reduce the amount of it.

sangat susah but I will try and live without soda

SAY NO TO SODA!

Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it

The internet.

The longest I can live without it, is around 2 full days. Especially when I am in Japan.
I cant stand without checking my emails more than a day as I hate when my inbox is full with unwanted SPAM and FB notifications.
Plus, I am addicted to Twitter. I twit a few time a day even when I am not connected. Thank god that I can twit via SMS and emails. *lega*

In addition to that, I cant live without internet because it is easier to contact my siblings using the internet and of course MrBeau is in screen most of the time.

I am connected almost 24/7. It will be weird if someone say that I am hardly in touch.

Day 14 → A hero that has let you down. (letter)

............................................
I never have a hero!

Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.)

Dear Mr Jason Mraz.

I got to know you from a guy. Before that, I do know you from your song like `lucky` but I never gotten to like you more.
From the guy(who isnt/wasnt my BF,just someone I used to chat with) I get to know you better. And I`d fell in love with `geek in pink` and `make it mine`. Neither did I knew before that I would use any of your song`s title more than a song. For example, this blog`s name and also, my hp email.
The song make it mine,had get me through the hardest time. Giving me energy to study throughout the hardest period during my diploma years.
Thank you.

Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.

Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.




On my style.
Coz I lack in that department~
uhuuuu~

Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.

Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.


This is a tough one....




erm... on how messy my room can be?


HELP HELP HELP

Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.

Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know. 


(I wanted to write my ex but then I backspaced is name.or that girl who seems to envy me of everything I have,but then they did teach me about something. Life isnt a bed of roses petals)


No one.Everyone I know or knew has teach me something. Lies, backstabbing, friendship, hope, distrust, trust, to let go, to be oneself, to accept oneself, etc.

Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted

Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted


A dear friend that I got to know when I was in secondary school.


We used to be bestfriends but as time came,we just drifted along with the time. We hardly keep up with each other or see each other when I come back to my hometown.


We blamed the distance for this.


She has her own bestfriends now and I am no longer hers.


It is sad but this is life. Friends come and go but only few will stay or will try to stay.

Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit

Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit


this should be an easy one.


A `friend` (or should I consider the person still as a friend?) who crushed my self esteem and made me feel like I am the ugliest girl ever lived. The one who only came to me when they wanted has some advantages that I had. 
I was once called `ugly` in front of other friends by someone whom I had knew since I was in primary school. That point I realized that I am nothing more than a slave. Not a friend, not in their clique. I was nothing. Nobody.
I was laughed for being me. They resisted me to be like them,to follow them but hell I hate to be a stupid follower.


And they still try to take me down,calling me names (even now) and trying to make me feel down.
I did,someone they called me by.but not anymore.Physically or mentally.


at least I dont have to tell lies in order to make myself seems higher than oneself

Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.

I hope I will never have to lie.
or to choose between two (or more) important stuff.
To abandon my studies.
or to make someone sad

Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.

Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for


My family.
without doubt la.
and my childhood friends.
why?
to show them what AMALINA AISYAH can do. For that I am as same as they are but somehow I am not.
and yeah,to know some do really envy my life is worth it.

Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.

To be a good slave, mother, wife, daughter, friend, sister, employee, and employer

to open a cafe/shop/business of my own. To realize the dream I dreamed of having my own brand.

Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for

I had forgive someone who broke my heart into little pieces.

and another person who has make me feel like I am the most ugly person in this world thanks to her words.
and she is one of my oldest friend

Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.

Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for


for being in rage for something that someone had done to me. Sorry to say but I was so angry to you until recently. Every time your name flashes on my computer screen,  I feel like strangling myself alive. For believing in you. For trusting in you. Maybe you are not the wrong one, I am maybe, but still, every time, every second I hear your name, or reading your name, the old scars bleed. Now, it still sometimes and I am trying to forgive you not for your sake, but for my own sake. and also, for my own future.

Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.

My attitude.

My ability to stay strong and never give up.

My eyes.

My ability to love.

My self.

Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.

reti buat kacau tapi susah nak kemaskan balik.

Rumah,bilik mesti bersepah ngan baju2 dan buku2. ceee~ konon kononnya budak rajin blaja la rumah/bilik hanya tempat untuk menukar baju dan tidur sahaja.

deep inside, I am a weak person.

I am fat now. Mahu balik ke diriku yang 50kg

I am harsh. senang buatkan orang sakit hati.

susah nak berenti shopping

fashion sense= zero

senang buatkan orang jatuh suka. dan senang buatkan orang berubah tapi diri sendiri tak berubah2.

nakimushi sket sket nangis. haaaa amik MrBeau plak jenis malas nak pujuk uhukuhuk majuk/nangis sorang sorang la jawab nye~ nyehehehe

wanna change but dunno where and when

too realistic. dreaming= not me. I dont have dream wedding, dream car, dream house, dream job etctec

30 days challenge of myself

30 days challenge~
entry bernumber akan dihentikan buat sementara~


Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself. 
Day 02 → Something you love about yourself. 
Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for. 
Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for. 
Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life. 
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do. 
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for. 
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit. 
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted. 
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know. 
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on. 
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on. 
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.) 
Day 14 → A hero that has let you down. (letter) 
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it. 
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without. 
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something. 
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage. 
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics? 
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol. 
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do? 
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life. 
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life. 
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter) 
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today. 
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why? 
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now? 
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do? 
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why. 
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself