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I'm currently struggling on finding a place just for myself.
A place just for me.
A niche.
My niche.
Everywhere I go
Everytime I go to a new place.
Its not something new as I am not very good with people.
*sigh*
Well,what will be,will be.
and I am going to prepare myself for anything.

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I am missing twitting
I am missing chatting on the YM
I am missing updating my blog
I am missing reading blogs and bloghopping
But I cant do anything as I am still internetless and homeless.My house isnt ready yet.*sedih*
I am currently staying at Nina's. Thanks Nina~

Cooked tofu hamburger yesterday and it was nice~ I am going to try to make the cabbage with egg on the top thing tomorrow. Hehe.
I cant wait to officially become a undergrad student~
Gambarimasu kara.

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Ape korang pikir pasal kawin masa belajar?
Samada duadua student atau satu masih belajar dan satu lagi sudah keje.

-I know, I know,maybe ramai would tell me, 'ko nak urus diri sendiri pun xleh, let alone nak kawen. forget about it ecah. you are still a kid'
Yes, I am a kid at heart but this isnt for me.
Someone asked me this and I want to know others opinion.

Come on guys, dont label me as gatal or what. Face it. Now or later we have to think about something like this. We are not teenanger anymore. OK?

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Aku selalu cakap 'I dont deserve him/you' kan?
Guess what.
If I dont deserve you,then who will be the one for me?
Some jerk?
Nope,I DO DESERVE YOU!
AND I WILL TRY MY BEST TO BE THE BEST THE CUTEST FOR YOU.
Plus,if I am not who else will kan?
If I cant love you now,how am I going to love you when you are old and grey?
ーCharlie Brownー

あなたの隣に付いて行くから。悲しい時でも、幸せな時でも、苦しい時でも、楽しい時でも、どでも、いつでも、あなたの隣にいたいから。もう二度と迷わないから。

Like how you had choosed me,thats how I had choosen you from the beginning.
Nobody like you and of course,nobody else are like me.
Hehee~
ー自信の満々niー

on the other stuff
I am moving out of Niihama earlier than planned. This make tonight is my last night here.
uhukuhukuhuk.
Cepat2 kemas barang.weeee..

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Read this on StarOnline Today

Newborn girl abandoned at rubbish dump

IPOH: A newly born baby girl was found abandoned at the rubbish dump of a shopping mall here.
Passers-by who found the baby wrapped in a piece of cloth took her to the Raja Permaisuri Bainun Hospital here Saturday.
The hospital's deputy director, Dr Raimi Goon said Sunday that the baby, who was brought in at around 6pm, was healthy and did not suffer any injury despite being abandoned at the dump.
Ipoh police chief, ACP Azisman Alias said police received a report on the matter and urged anyone with information of the case to contact the nearest police station. - Bernama

More babies are abandon everywhere in Malaysia.
Takdak hotak ka?
Buat reti, protection tak mo (mahal kan nak beli kondom,plus malu r nak g 7E beli menda tu aja), pastu bila dah terjadi, Buang meratarata. Hoi! Kalau dah sangap sangat nak buat sangat, chanto pakai la kondom tu. Member aku yang jadi Nurse ada cakap, kondom ada available kat klinik klinik. Free je pun.
Aku tak menggalakkan free sex atau sex before marriage etc etc. Hanya geram ngan orang yang tak reti nak pakai otak. Sekolah tinggi tinggi, tak boleh pikir ke consequence dari apa yang ko buat tu. Hukeleh, takkan la tak tau kalau bersetubuh akan leads to pregnancy. Dok era mana kalau tak tau tu.
Or sebab sayangkan kekasih hati sangat2 sampai I will give you all that I have, my heart my body owh sayang I love you muax muax muax selamat berlayar di dalam napsu. 9bulan lepas tu, uwek uwek menangis baby dalam tandas dalam longkang tunggu masa nak kena baham dek anjing
Learn not to trust people too much biarpun orang tu cakap I love you abang sayang you aku chenta sama mu. Set limit bila berchenta. Berchenta aja pun. Bukan semestinya ko kawen ngan dia.
(mengingatkan diri sendiri gak ni)

Aku kesian kat baby2 tu.
Dorang tak berdosa. Suci. Pure. Seputih kain putih. Yang berdosa nya orang yang buang baby2 tu. Yang buat hanya tuk keseronokkan sementara.
Aku nak baby2 tu kalau ada orang nak bagi.
Biar aku jaga. Aku nak.
Dorang tu masa depan kita, masa depan Malaysia. Kita boleh prevent dorang dari hancur kalau kita tak leh prevent generasi kita hancur.
Girls out there, jaga diri. Tetapkan pendirian anda. Jangan mudah terpengaruh dengan katakata manis seorang lelaki. Selagi dia tak jabat tangan tok kadi, selagi tu la jangan percaya dia all out. Beres?
Guys, behave yourselves too. Before ko buat paper, cuba pikir what if orang lain buat menda yang sama to your kakak,to your adik and to your anak.
We seriously in need of sex ed.

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