Carving

I am carving for a creamy,hot,mugful of milk.have been thinking of microwave the milk and then,dunk a piece of creamy belgium milk choc that I bought during my trip to Nagoya earlier this month.
have you ever try Fig jam? I love it! yummy~~~~~
owh! I also carving for soda.coke to be exact.darn.that will ruin my diet -promised to myself that I will not drink soda of any kind for the whole month- >.<
I`ve got to watch my sugar intake. ate rice for dinner twice this week. and almost finished my lil jar of Fig jam.and the amount of bread I`d eaten. the stupid soda and the creamy hot milk I am going to make after this.carbs and sugar.lack of vege and fruits.JUST GREAT.


why am I doing all of this?I mean,dieting etc...
well,I need to watch my weight.since coming here to Japan,I had put on 10kilos.I was at my heaviest last year.well,last year`s summer,eating everything that I can eat.full course meal twice a day -full course including desserts- drinking sodas all the time.

this year,I made myself to watch everything that goes into my mouth.and my weight dropped a lil bit.I am aiming for my high school days` weight. damn missed those days.where my metabolism was high-twice now kot.bapak active dulu- and I can eat all day long without hestitation.my BMI was around 18 that time.

I`ve got around,erm....5KG to shed.hopefully,I managed all the kilos.I am not a fan of crash diets of weird2 one like eating only apples or vege.and I love eating.

ok...already got my milk~ yay~~~
-I`ve a mild lactose intolerant.so I am expecting a bad case of stomachache after this...
stomachache=toilet visit increasing=fluid loses
aaaaa~~~


my english are getting worsen each day.sorry!