I love drinking sodas and I know that it isnt good for one`s health.
But.....
but........
BUT................
I still want to have them.......
To be truth, I am trying to reduce the amount I have each week. It is very hard actually esp in this hot weather.
And I do realize that I am drinking too much soda than I used to. Esp when I was a lil kid. So that is why I am trying my hard to reduce the amount of it.
The longest I can live without it, is around 2 full days. Especially when I am in Japan.
I cant stand without checking my emails more than a day as I hate when my inbox is full with unwanted SPAM and FB notifications.
Plus, I am addicted to Twitter. I twit a few time a day even when I am not connected. Thank god that I can twit via SMS and emails. *lega*
In addition to that, I cant live without internet because it is easier to contact my siblings using the internet and of course MrBeau is in screen most of the time.
I am connected almost 24/7. It will be weird if someone say that I am hardly in touch.
I got to know you from a guy. Before that, I do know you from your song like `lucky` but I never gotten to like you more.
From the guy(who isnt/wasnt my BF,just someone I used to chat with) I get to know you better. And I`d fell in love with `geek in pink` and `make it mine`. Neither did I knew before that I would use any of your song`s title more than a song. For example, this blog`s name and also, my hp email.
The song make it mine,had get me through the hardest time. Giving me energy to study throughout the hardest period during my diploma years.
Thank you.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
(I wanted to write my ex but then I backspaced is name.or that girl who seems to envy me of everything I have,but then they did teach me about something. Life isnt a bed of roses petals)
No one.Everyone I know or knew has teach me something. Lies, backstabbing, friendship, hope, distrust, trust, to let go, to be oneself, to accept oneself, etc.
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted
A dear friend that I got to know when I was in secondary school.
We used to be bestfriends but as time came,we just drifted along with the time. We hardly keep up with each other or see each other when I come back to my hometown.
We blamed the distance for this.
She has her own bestfriends now and I am no longer hers.
It is sad but this is life. Friends come and go but only few will stay or will try to stay.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit
this should be an easy one.
A `friend` (or should I consider the person still as a friend?) who crushed my self esteem and made me feel like I am the ugliest girl ever lived. The one who only came to me when they wanted has some advantages that I had. I was once called `ugly` in front of other friends by someone whom I had knew since I was in primary school. That point I realized that I am nothing more than a slave. Not a friend, not in their clique. I was nothing. Nobody. I was laughed for being me. They resisted me to be like them,to follow them but hell I hate to be a stupid follower.
And they still try to take me down,calling me names (even now) and trying to make me feel down. I did,someone they called me by.but not anymore.Physically or mentally.
at least I dont have to tell lies in order to make myself seems higher than oneself
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for
My family. without doubt la. and my childhood friends. why? to show them what AMALINA AISYAH can do. For that I am as same as they are but somehow I am not. and yeah,to know some do really envy my life is worth it.
Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for
for being in rage for something that someone had done to me. Sorry to say but I was so angry to you until recently. Every time your name flashes on my computer screen, I feel like strangling myself alive. For believing in you. For trusting in you. Maybe you are not the wrong one, I am maybe, but still, every time, every second I hear your name, or reading your name, the old scars bleed. Now, it still sometimes and I am trying to forgive you not for your sake, but for my own sake. and also, for my own future.
Rumah,bilik mesti bersepah ngan baju2 dan buku2. ceee~ konon kononnya budak rajin blaja la rumah/bilik hanya tempat untuk menukar baju dan tidur sahaja.
deep inside, I am a weak person.
I am fat now. Mahu balik ke diriku yang 50kg
I am harsh. senang buatkan orang sakit hati.
susah nak berenti shopping
fashion sense= zero
senang buatkan orang jatuh suka. dan senang buatkan orang berubah tapi diri sendiri tak berubah2.
nakimushi sket sket nangis. haaaa amik MrBeau plak jenis malas nak pujuk uhukuhuk majuk/nangis sorang sorang la jawab nye~ nyehehehe
wanna change but dunno where and when
too realistic. dreaming= not me. I dont have dream wedding, dream car, dream house, dream job etctec
Kami mula bertemu di rancangan Shonen kindaichi no jikenbo. Aku gilakan Manga Kindaichi. So bila tau NTV7 ada tayangkan drama Kindaichi, aku sanggup berjaga malam sebab nak tatap muka Kindaichi.
First impression? OMG This guy really played the role very well. He IS Kindaichi Hajime without doubt. Like Kindaichi Hajime was created for him.
From there, I became obsessed on finding who is this guy. I web searched infos on the drama and from there, I get to know the mystery guy`s name. And I also found out that he is in a duo called KinKi Kids.
Cut the story short, I bought their album (D Album) Listen to it for like, 10 times a day. Painfully read the lyrics and tried to sing along (which I failed with flying colors. Singing and Amalina Aisyah doesnt come along FYI. Basically I croak than sing)
And from the mysterious guy, Tsuyoshi Domoto became one of my reasons for me to come studying in Japan.
Sadly enough, I havent got time (and money of course) to go to his concert yet. Damn! Time is ticking tick tock and I havent meet him face-to-face wawawawa T.T
Why do I like him more than the other Domoto (which,for most of people out there,the much better looking Domoto)
1- He is himself.
2- He sings beautifully. His voice is so nice that by just listen to it, I fall in love it him more and more everytime
3- He takes beautiful picture. Seriously.
4- His personality is just perfect.
5- The way he is,spells N-I-C-E and OMG-I-L-O-V-E-T-H-I-S-G-U-Y!!! He is sooooo yasashii so nice to others, the way he speaks is much better and nicer than the other Domoto.
I aint a princess.... I aint a billionaire... I aint a model... I aint a perfect girl... BUT, I have my own point of view... I have my own way of thinking... that made me, ME (click for more about me)
