Imma off to Tokyo~
doakan semoga semua selamat2 sahaja ya~

wahai hati....

tenanglah,
bersabarlah..
jangan dok excited sangat bilang hari bape hari lagi tinggal before balik jejak tanah malaya.
banyak lagi keje nak kena setel before that.

resumes tak tulis lagi,
gambar tak amik lagi.
rumah tak kemas lagi,
food stuffs berlambak kat dalam fridge tu nak suh sapa makan?
mikochin sapa nak adopt?
bills tak bayar lagi.
esok ada exam lagi.
lab? heh,banyak kot bertangguh
data kai punya junbi apa pun x buat lagi.
and so do with preparation nak mengajar.

SO!
senyap2, diam2 setelkan seme keje dulu ek!


baidewei guys~
Selamat menyambut bulan yang penuh barakah, selamat beribadat dan selamat berpuasa~!
(kepada yang berpuasa la)

takyah dok pikir sangat arini ni buka makan apa, nak moreh apa. yang penting, bape juzuk dah baca quran arini, dah solat sunat ke blum? dah terawih cukup2 ke? zikir plak camno?

hehe,peringatan kepada diri sendiri jua~

Pavlova Pavlova~

I dont know where should I classify Pavlova. Is it a cake or is it under general desserts category?

Either one, I love making Pavlova in contrast that I can't make any cake. My cake always either be too hard, or inedible.

Pavlovas are quite easy to make but it's cerewet.

here is some of Pavlovas I had made from the first time I tried my hands on.

The first Pavlova I made. 

One layered with unattractive strawberries.

Third Pavlova. 

Made a 2 layered with cut up strawberries and some strawberries puree.

Fourth Pavlova. The latest one.

made this one as Lysa`s birthday cake.

Three layered with some chocolate shavings. I used 2 types of creams(plain whipped cream and mascaporne cream) as well.

The Pavlova is a little bit senget coz I made it too ahead and I drove my car too ganas. 

As I am typing this, I have another mini Pavlova baking in my oven. I still need to perfect my Pavlova as my pavlovas were not too crispy. haih... wish me luck ne~

mirror mirror on the wall,who is the fairest of all

*sigh*
I have been taking supplements, carefully taking care of myself,trying to eat healthily but yet, yesterday, when I skyp-ed with a friend,she told me that I looked sickly and pale than usual although I had my foundation on that time. Isn`t this bad?

Supplements and skincares by my bed for easy access

1- Body Lotion, 2-hair serum, 3-multivits, 4-Herbal supplement, 5-night cream, 6-chocola BB pure for skin and fatigue, 7-chapstick, 8-eyecream ,9-foot cream

I agreed that I am kinda tired when I started my FYP. Long hours in lab, standing while doing experiments with a few classes in between, gotten sick twice in 2 months (a record!) so I decided to take some multivits and the chocola BB to help me. Yup,somehow after taking BB,I feel much energize in the morning but I guess something is lacking coz people keeps mentioning to me how tired I look nowadays. And I hate to take pictures lately because I look like a shit with panda eyes and dull skin. #HALP!

My daily beauty regime involved of

1-taking my multivits every morning with a glass of water.

2-1 capsule of herbal supplement twice a day.

3-1 pill of Chocola BB twice a day.

4-Double cleansing (first with some cleansing oil then followed up with foaming facial wash)

5-Toner > day cream(Olay Total Effect) > Sunscreen (SPF50) for day, Toner > Night cream (Isoflavon apemendatah) for night

For weekly regime I

1- scrub my whole body

2-facial mask (clay or sheet depending on my mood)

3-Foot scrub

Twice or trice a week I would,

1-lotion my body

2-slather foot cream

3-put some eye cream (too lazy to do it everyday huhu)

4-drink freshly squeezed grapefruit juice or lemon juice

5-have yogurt. plain with some fruits

I also try to drink a lot of water and try to avoid sodas but it is very hard to do T.T I also eat a lot of fresh veges and fruits. 

I have been following these regimes for the last 2 or 3 months but if people keep telling me that my skin is dull than glowing, that means there is something lacking in my regime. What should I do???

I am not trying to be as white as I can but I want my skin to glow naturally and healthily without looking pale and sickly. 

Maybe I should opt for air jampi and mandi bunga starting from now?

Walking down the memory lane

I kinda bored in the lab so I did something pretty stupid; googling my own name and pictures.
I came across a few of my older entries and I spent a good few hours reading all the entries I wrote up till the one I wrote in March.

Then, I came across this particular entry

The one I wrote a few months before I decided that I want to go to Tokushima Uni and do Biotech (okay lah,the full name of my course isnt biotech but Engineering in Biological Reactions blah blah blah)
I wrote that entry almost 2 years and 3 months ago,but it still managed to make me thinking of what I want to do in the future.
For the time being, I do want to be an engineer. The dream of being a full housewife will have to KIV until the time come.
I do want to spend a part of my life surrounding with test tubes, beakers, playing with microbs etc. I DO! and I want to.
I wrote there that my kosen`s FYP was kinda boring but actually, it wasnt. I kinda like it and what kind of result I will get each time made me excited. And the feeling after I managed to finish my thesis was indescribable. I felt like `Ya Allah,I never thought that I will be able to write this.Thank you`
The talk of being a freelance photographer and the somekind of passion of doing so dimmed somewhere in the middle of 2010 with me being too busy with Amino Acids, Microbs, and molecular biology. Did I regretted it? Nope. Not at all.

I am now in the middle of making life changing decision again.
I also just start my other FYP. Again,but in different course.

Some things had changed from the last time I realized it.

Out of nowhere, in a blink of an eye, I am now a fourth year student.
I am heading to my quarter of a century`s birthday.
I had changed from a skinny with small feet girl into this not skinny anymore but her feet still remain as small.
But I hope, my inner side wont change,or at least change into a better one.

(Lab B1 2011/2012)

In a blink of an eye, I am in Japan for 4 years and counting.