Saturday, February 27, 2010

Doploh

I am addicted to this song!


Love revolution by C.N Blue.
Suke dengar pastu imagine yang nyanyi tu macho macam Akanichi Jin sambil tenung mata aku~
wee~~~
Thanks to Nisa for introducing me to the song~
-teringat kita jalan2 berdua sambil share earphone ipod ko pasang lagu ni kat Okaido~-


klik for lyric~

Friday, February 26, 2010

Sembilan Belas



"You may not be her first, her last, or her only.
She loved before she may love again.
But if she loves you now, what else matters?
She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together
But if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can.
She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart.
So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give.
Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there."





I am not perfect,
Full with flaws and mistakes.
I am neither a beauty queen nor a superwomen.
Nor a psychic.
I cry and I whine here and there.
Dont expect me to be an angel all the time as I can be a devil too.
I am not perfect and I am not looking for a perfect man.
I am looking for a perfect man for me.
The one who completes me
Who makes me laugh when I am down
Who cheer me up
Who always there to listen, to lend me his shoulder to cry, and support me.
He who actually cares about me
Who can accept me
And loves me the way I am.
and of course, someone who is willing to share his life's up and down,
his happiness and sadness,
and the rest of his life with me.


haih..ape kena la ngan aku nih? layan je la~ nanti aku fill ngan entry lain

Monday, February 22, 2010

Lapan belas

Blogger
Cool la sangat kot kalau perkenalkan diri as Blogger walaupun earning Nuffnang takat berpuluh-puluh ringgit.
Yang paling paraks, ngaku blogger bila earning Nuffnang (or Innit ke google adsense) beringgit-ringgit aja.
Cool la sangat kot kalau tulis blog dok ulang keyword Sex, seks, melayu kantoi, awek melayu bertudung kantoi, etc etc etc.
Cool la sangat kot kalau asyik dok ulang menda-menda yang di kopi paste dari forum-forum. masuk blog mana saaaaaaama aja isi dia. L-A-M-E
Cool la sangat kot kalau abes sume citer makan apa buat apa pegi mana pakai apa dalam blog. Owh my Prada! lupa plak orang melayu kan suka amik tahu menda-menda camni.
Citer aja sume. Luar dalam.
Cool la sangat kalau abes sume entry ko nak letak pic ko. aku tau la ko cun/ensem tapi xyah la nak letak pic ko kat seluruh celah blog ko tu. annoying. dah la citer takde kena mengena langsung ngan pic tu. owh! I know. you want to be popular.

Photographer
Not all people who have DSLR is a photographer.
Kalau amik gambar pakai Auto setting, takde guna nye la bro.
Kalau pakai DSLR pastu edit kat PS nak bagi nampak ala Lomo pun, agak lame la bro. Baik ko buang DSLR tu and g beli aja kamera filem. Ke tak reti nak masukkan filem?
`Photography Is My Passion` ek?
Seriously?
ke `mengambik gambar aka camwhore adalah HOBI aku`?
Takat nak camwhore kan,
Dari pakai DSLR y gabak tu, ada baik nya beli compact digital camera biasa aja.
Ringan, senang. takde la nak patah lengan nak adjust kamera tu.

Designer?
designer la sangat kalau takat reti PS. PS ni sapa-sapa boleh pakai la bro. Nak ngaku designer at least reti pakai 3D softwares. Boleh design umah design kete. boleh ke?

Popular.
Best sangat ke jadi popular?
jadi artist? jadi penyanyi?
Apasal sume (almost all) org nak jadi penyanyi. gilo nak masuk AF.
Apasal sume orang nak masuk TV.
Apasal sume org nak jd raja lawak.
Apasal sume org nak jadi pelakon.
Best ke weh jadi popular ni?
Best ke orang nak tau bape helai bulu ketiak ko ada.
ko cukur kaki ko ke x.
ko pegi 7-E pakai tracksuit aja pun org nak bising ada merit ke?

Makeup tebal gilo
Aku pun makeup jugak,tapi
Apasal nak kena makeup tebal-tebal sampai nampak cam pondan weh?
Apasal nak kena shading gilo-gilo weh?
Apasal nak kena pakai fake falsies (bulu mata pelsu) sampai bertingkat2 kalah orang keje kat sarkas?
Apasal nak kena tonyoh foundation sampai tangan leher lain kaler?
Apasal nak kena makeup sampai nampak lain weh??

Aku tak paham any of these. ada org bole tolong bagi aku paham?

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Tujuh Belas

O Allah,
I know I am greedy for asking something like this.
I know that I am not even deserve this.
But,
I want to have this tiny little happiness I am having now for a little bit more.
Just a little bit longer.
Even if he is a test for me.
Even if he is someone that you let me to have for a shortest period of time.
Even if he isnt the one for me.
I still want this happiness to stay a little longer.

And Allah,
I want to thank you.
For letting me to know him.
For letting him to cross my life path.


- Some people comes in our life for a while, for a reason or for a lifetime.
Quoted from iamarunaholic`s tweet.

Sunday, February 14, 2010

Enam Belas





Technology kills romance.

(bagi aku la)
Ala~ skali skala hantar snailmail ok lah.
tapi kalau sampai terlost contact dok pakai snail mail  tu, over r

All the time pakai snail mail cam bosan gak.
plus nak kena beli setem lagi
nak kena g pejabat pos lagi
kalau sejuk pun nak menapak g pejabat pos?
enough with a hello and a SMS
skali skala antar kad ke surat ke agak romantikuskucing.

sapa y x happy dapat kad esp kat buatan tangan?

Saturday, February 13, 2010

Fifteen

Apa yang kita boleh buat dengan \290,000?
\290,000= ±MYR11,000 kalau ikut kadar tukaran semasa.
MYR11K.
Banyak gile!
 
Teddy bear paling kaya

 Dengan MYR11,000/\290,000 ni aku patut boleh (salah 1);
1) beli tiket RETURNS to Malaysia tuk at least 3 kali.
2) Bayar bil hp aku tuk 11 bulan.
3) Bayar hostel tuk almost 4 tahun.
4) Makan 2900 piring Sushi ka FuneSushi.
5) Beli Manga dalam 1000 bijik.
6) Beli keter Idaman (second hand r...but still!)
7) Beli PSP/NDS 14 bijik
8) Beli iPhone dalam 6 bijik.
9) Beli laptop 2 bijik (laptop mahal la...mac ke, vaio ke bukan acer)
10) Support hidup aku kat negara orang ni tuk setengah tahun (?) no no no...MORE than setengah tahun! (tolak bil-bil, duit makan,pakai)
11) Enough tuk aku g jalan-jalan kat overseas
12) etc

Actually, duit yang nampak banyak ni xbanyak.
just cukup tuk bayar YURAN masuk uni aku saja.
tak masuk yuran 1st sem lagi tau.
Pendaftaran aja....
terbang melayang bye bye MYR11K.
 
-bukan kali pertama pegang duit sebanyak ni-

14

I want to update Cytoplasm-me soooo much
but I dont know what should I write.
I want to write how happy I am now,
for there were a lot of things happened.
But,
I seem cant bring myself to write anything about it.
I want to share with everyone
but deep down in my heart,
I am afraid that it will shatter into thousand pieces if I ever tell a soul.
yep, ada orang tahu,
a few.
sorang, dua
Maybe I am thinking too much that He will take this away from me if I ever tell others
but
I really want to keep this close to my heart.
Just for me
and for nobody else`s.
Just for once,
I want to be greedy.
For I want to treasure this for a little bit more.
Just a little bit longer.
♡♥


I know
I dont deserve this at all.
and this is a risk I am taking.

Friday, February 5, 2010

Tiga Belas

ditag oleh Abg Doink
lama r xmen tag tag ni~
wee~

1) Adakah anda rasa anda HOT??
hot sebab banyak dosa? atau hot sebab baru makan/mandi? atau hot sebab duduk dekat heater? atau hot sebab tengah marah?
kalau aku hot, aku xkan perlukan hot drinks, atau heater, atau fleece jacket, atau comforter kan?


2) Upload gambar kegemaran anda
Oleh kerna gambar kegemaran aku adalah bukan untuk tontonan awam, aku letak second fave r.