Friday, December 12, 2008

Siri suara hati vol 1

Selalu dengar kan frasa
`take something/someone for granted.`
yang bermaksud,to not show that you are grateful for someone or something,and forget that you are lucky to have them.

I myself do take things for granted.many things like the opportunity being here and being a muslim.but,I dont think that I take someone for granted.
maybe my way of showing love is different,but everyone,I met,is important for me.
especially,to the person(s) I care and love.
Saya mungkin nampak macam tak ada perasaan.but I try my best not taking ANYBODY for granted.
but,why do someone,take me for granted?
I might be here now,might be who I am now,but,I maybe change into someone else in the future,maybe with someone else and not with you because I am sick of uncertainities,or I might be with you.
tapi,kadang-kadang,bila kita cuba untuk menghargai seseorang,kita diperlekehkan.a simple wish or favor can be `fatal`.saya tak harapkan apa-apa,hanya a simple `thanks` atau `terima kasih` dah lebih dari cukup.
-malam-malam buta minggu exam,saya mengarut-

satu lagi.
maaf kalau saya macam penakut jika bermain soal hati.luka lama dah sembuh,tapi,parut tetap ada.saya tak mungkin bencikan awak tapi awak dah tanamkan perasaan takut dalam diri saya.takut untuk meluahkan rasa,takut untuk bermain hati.takut untuk ditipu dan diperguna orang sekali lagi.sebab itulah,saya sanggup menipu diri,menarik diri dari apa-apa permulaan.dan,saya lebih selesa bersikap dingin dengan orang yang baru saya kenali.it is not hard to fall.baik mengelak awal-awal.lebih baik melukakan hati sendiri dari dilukakan kemudian hari.lebih bahagia.
tapi,ingatlah,saya bukan Ice Queen..
I do have someone I like.someone who is very dear to me.he maybe noticed it already.but,maybe he didnt notice it yet.
as I have my own uncertainities,it is okay for me with this.
although,I might hurt.
ja..oyasumi minna.mata.insyaallah

2 comments:

adi said...

mm...jiwang gak ko nih ek..ishk2.... ;D

Joyce said...

budak nih emo emo lagi ek. :P

Time will heal ur wounds. Parut and all. Its all part of the healing process.

Be strong. Muahx